"Birds make great sky-circles
of their freedom.
How do they learn it?
They fall, and falling,
they are given wings."

-Rumi (translated by Coleman Barks)

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Specialist Visit

I apologize for the lack of new posts, but I wanted to wait until after this past visit to the specialist. Like I said, my mom had to work today, so my dad came to school and we left for Philly together this morning. I want to pack a lot of information into this post, so I'm going to rush through the exam. For the first time, I didn't have tears in my eyes when my specialist examined me. It was still very painful, but nothing like the last visit. I usually have difficulty walking and sitting after the exam, but today I was fine.

During the discussion with my specialist, a lot of information was brought up which I'm going to do my best to relate right now. He discussed in detail all the possible treatments available for VVS. The first step is to to try applying the steroid cream in hopes that the chronic inflammation will decrease. After that attempt, you try applying the Estrace cream. If that doesn't work, you move on to taking a pain medication, which is usually an anti-depressant (Elavil in my case.) Then, if your body cannot handle the anti-depressant, you use a cream form of the drug along with an Estace cream. This is how far I've gotten. Now I was told all the other possible treatments and was given the choice of what I would like to start. I'm going to put all my options in list form below in order to make it easier to read.

-Series of steroid shots- The theory is that the steroid cream isn't penetrating deep enough into the vulva to make a difference, but shots can reach deeper places and hopefully decrease the inflammation. There are several problems with this treatment. You must get a series of steroid shots ONCE a week for TWELVE weeks (very time consuming) AND these are long needles going into a place that I still can't tolerate a q-tip touching.
-More pain medication- There is also the option of taking Neurontin which is an anti-seizure drug. It wouldn't affect my mood, but it still has the side effects of drowsiness and dizziness. I had a lot of problems on Elavil and was so limited in what I could do and wouldn't want that to happen again.
-Pelvic Floor Therapy (Biofeedback)- This is the physical therapy route that deals with the pelvic floor muscles. Apparently upon examination, my muscles are extremely tight and tense. I can feel myself tightening up right before an exam because I know the pain is coming. I was given a list of PFT therapists, and one is located right in Hamilton Square by school.
-Surgery- This is what I talked about last post- it's called a vestibulectomy and involves cutting out the bottom half of your vulva, folding new skin over the area and stitching the vagina back up. This is what my friend has recently had, and I'm curious to see if she is cured. I would be in a lot of pain the first week, and not be able to play tennis for 6-7 weeks. Apparently surgery cures 70% of those who attempt it, 20% of women improve, and 10% stay the same.

At this point, I opted to go the physical therapy route. I am going to remain on the Estrace and Elavil cream because they seem to be slowly working. My estrogen levels have now returned back to normal. I am trying to get into therapy before I leave for Africa on May 20th.

Other interesting information:
Although there has been a correlation between VVS and birth control- birth control isn't believed to cause the condition. Extensive research has been done that shows it is a genetic disease and that I was born with more nerve endings and chronic inflammation and that a small event triggered these problems to arise.    

For the first time, I came back from the specialist hopeful. I am excited for therapy and also the knowledge that I have other options to fall back on if it's not successful. I want to thank my dad for accompanying me today- it meant a lot. And I also don't want to forget to thank my mom who has repeatedly come with me. Again, I don't know what I would do without such a strong support system. 

I am too tired to think if I have left out any other information. It was a very informative day and I hope some of the things I wrote about today will help at least one other person. I thank all those who continually check this blog- it means the world to me. Please continue to read and please comment! (you are welcome to be anonymous) I want this to be more of a forum for people to share their own experiences, exchange medical information, or even just a place to vent. And it's important to note that you don't have to have VVS to comment. Feel free to talk about any part of your day that was depressing or stressful. Trust me, you'll feel much better after talking/writing about it. Good night all!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

i had vvs for several months and after one year of physical therapy i am completely pain free. things will look up for you - promise!

Anonymous said...

I have been doing physiotherapy for the last 1 1/2 years and it has helped me too. I am not pain free but I am not in as much pain as I once was.

Anonymous said...

I suspect I might have VVS and it is one of the most terrifying things in my life at the moment. I was on birth control for several months when I started having problems...painful intercourse at first and then burning when I urinated and afterwards. I thought I had a UTI and went to the doctor..everything came back negative. He sent me off with antibiotics...then the burning came back with a vengeance. This time I went to the gyn, but she told me that I was normal. I went online and did tons of research, and decided to go off my birth control immediately. Since then the pain has improved greatly, but I still have moderate pain and no diagnosis. I have told NO ONE and I don't know how to. My boyfriend has no idea, my friends, family, no one. I have never felt so alone in my life...I have no idea where to go or what to do...

Anonymous said...

I had a hysterectomy 2 weeks ago. I thought I'd be cured and feeling better.....come to find out some of my previous pain must have been due to VVS. I never heard of it before. Went to OB/GYN yesterday, thinking I had an enterocele or some such hernia as all the symptoms are the same. Came home with estrace cream and the dr. hoping I did not have VVS. After reading about it, I shed many a tear. I am hoping at present that I will be one of the lucky ones who finds some relief from this cream. OMG!!! I feel so bad knowing that women are living with this silently! It's awful.....and it is usually so helpful to vent a little. But who really wants to talk about one's genetalia? And, NO ONE probably really want to hear about it. So, a huge thank you for this website! Trying to stay stong and hopeful here.

Anonymous said...

I have had VVS for a year and it is a freaking nightmare! Everything I tried has not worked. I'm about to go to a vulvar specialist bc my regular Gyn has run out of options. I would give anything to have pain-free intercourse again. My significant other left me because of this condition and it took me a long time to get my doctor to believe I even had it. I am a nurse and I am not crazy but I had to go to 3 doctors before I found someone willing to take me seriously. I had tests done 10 times in 1 year that all came back negative and even the nurses at the doctors offices were telling me I couldn't get an appointment bc my tests continue to come back negative and nothing is wrong with me. Can you believe the ego? Honestly, I am doing the creams my doctor recommends, going to an acupuncturist, about to see a vulvar specialist and considering going to a pain management specialist for pain control during intercourse if my doctor doesn't do more to help me but I would do anything to get rid of this condition and be able to have sex again. Yes, I have pain all the time but the worst part is not being able to have sex. It hurts to be on my feet for a 12-15 hour shift in the ER but not as much as not being able to make love to my man. This is a very sad illness and I don't understand why there is no one that can figure out the answer. The posts I read online are not encouraging. My solution at this point is to earnestly pray for a miracle, ask God to remove this from my life. I believe God has the power to heal and I will continue to do the other stuff and I might even go see John of God, who knows. I know I'm not stopping until I get a cure!